mayaholic.

2009-08-05T21:00:00.004+08:00

sorry got no time to blog, just some random thoughts so i switched to TWITTER! you can follow me there! here's my link -- http://twitter.com/mayaholic

follow me and i'll follow you! HAHA! :)) i wont delete this blog, i will try to update this once in a while. if im not too busy. but for now, you can catch me on twitter alright? ;)

TO OUR FORMER PRESIDENT CORY AQUINO, YOU HAD A LIFE WELL LIVED. YOU HAVE BEEN AN ICON OF DEMOCRACY AND WE CANT THANK YOU ENOUGH FOR THE FREEDOM YOU ONCE FOUGHT FOR US, FILIPINOS. THANK YOU AND FAREWELL! TULOY ANG LABAN! :D

2009-07-26T21:33:00.006+08:00

okay, sorry for not updating much. been busy with midterms week. anyway, i just joined the twitter craze! lol. cos all my friends were "twittering" already and they made me feel like a loser for not having one. haha. i really wasnt planning to get one, cos i remember getting a plurk account which is almost alike with twitter and i ended up neglecting my plurk account basically because i dont know how it works. haha. but i think im getting the hang of twitter already. it's actually really cool, cos i get to follow some hollywood celebrities and who knows, they might tweet me back. HAHA! :)) so yeah, go get yourself a twitter account too! haha. join the land of tweets and follow me! find me: mayaholic ! ;)

CIAO. :D

2009-07-15T21:11:00.006+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MOM! love ya. :)

midterms week is hell week. i usually panic in exams even though i try to stay calm and relaxed. i am stressed and i havent fully recovered yet from my 5-day bed rest due to URTI and fever. geez, i thought i got swine flu. thank God it's not even close to it. lol. i think i was just exaggerating. haha. but yeah, i have to get through my grueling exams tomorrow, i'll be needing all the energy i could get. wish me luck, kiddos.

2009-07-07T21:34:00.003+08:00

as i reminisce and go through some pictures from my old school days, i suddenly thought that my arki life was nothing but a bridge over the gap between making choices as a teenager and entering the real world as a well decided adult. i am most definitely happy with my life right now and determined to pursue my chosen career. but more than anything else, the life i had there is something that i would always love to go back to. cos if you ask me, nothing and no one can ever be compared to what i had with my dear arki friends. :) im feeling very nostalgic. lol. but yes, i've spent 3 years enjoying every late night tambays and cramming modes with them and more than that, even those petty fights among barkadas has become just a memory. *sigh*

but that's the way life is, right? :) it's a never ending process of discovering and learning things. looking back, i can definitely say that i am a changed person. :) cheers! :D

happy happy birthday, babe! had so much fun today, may new cookie jar ka na. haha. i love you. :)

2009-07-06T19:40:00.004+08:00

with apple redefining the smart-phone market, another refreshed model of the iPhone has been introduced which is the iPhone 3G S. S stands for SPEED, btw. haha. and i am somehow pissed for recently buying an iPhone 3G just when the new 3G S came out. but then after having a small chat with my tito who just bought his own iPhone 3G S, owning an iPhone 3G isnt so bad at all. both phones look the same, but the 3G S offers more speed, more memory, more battery life, and a few new features including the latest OS 3.0, the fastest and the third version of the iphone's operating system. having been able to examine haha and test my tito's iphone, both the new phone and the new operating system performed well, with a few small exceptions. so after ko mag-isip talaga if i want to buy the new iphone 3G S nalang and get rid of my existing iphone, i just thought that i can get an improved product by merely sticking with my existing iphone 3G and simply upgrading to the new operating system which is the OS 3.0 and ta-dah! yes, i upgraded my OS to 3.0 and i can tell all you 3G S owners out there, "i have an iPhone 3G with OS 3.0 and i bought mine about eight thousand bucks less than yours!" lol. :P

tomorrow's going to be a fun fun day! :)

2009-06-27T20:49:00.006+08:00

my recent dentist appointment was not delightful at all. after a grueling procedure to have my teeth maintained using continuous ligatures, we decided to stroll at the mall and grab a frappuccino at starbucks to keep my teeth from hurting. yes you guessed it, i didnt include shopping in it. lol. i wasnt really up for it awhile ago. i was still pretty groggy from my braces adjustment. but then i felt this urge to shop. cos i really wanted an acid wash jeans. and just thought of shopping for a new wardrobe. so yeah, i shopped eventually. lol. and my teeth didnt hurt anymore! nice cure, eh? haha. i have gone to more than 10 shops already, and i cant seem to find the perfect acid wash jeans that i wanted. so i just ended up shopping for some sweaters and a bag from Mango, it's like my ever reliable brand. lol. and then i saw this store that has not been a familiar brand to me ever since. haha. the brand name is, Promod. it's actually a french fashion. it's like topshop, mango and zara, but more like dorothy perkins. haha. and as soon as i entered the store, i immediately saw this colour-faded trousers and maaan i loved it! :D finally, i saw the perfect "kupas" jeans/trousers that i wanted. lol. and yes you guessed it right again, i bought it. haha. it's worth 2.7k but i dont mind spending much on my "luho" haha. ladies, please agree with me. haha. well i can say that Promod is a really nice brand. they have a fashion forward line and very eye-catching pieces. and you gotta see their boots and bags. really nice. :) so this might be a nice temporary replacement for my favorite brand, Mango. haha. oh my, Promod. i just fell in love with their line and everything is worth splurging your money on. ;)

this is exactly what i bought from Promod, a worn colour-faded crop trouser. :)

2009-06-26T18:37:00.004+08:00

FAREWELL TO THE KING OF POP

people reacted in stunned disbelief as word spread that Michael Jackson had died. well im in shock too. im not a michael jackson fan but i mean, he's the legend of music. he has done so much for the music industry that captured so many people's hearts. it's just sad to think that he died too early. may you rest in peace, King of Pop.

2009-06-25T21:01:00.007+08:00

as i was browsing through the internet i saw some teaser posters and banners offering the first official glimpses of tim burton's alice in wonderland. and geez, depp is once again a part of yet another masterpiece from burton. johnny depp will portray the wild mad hatter and i think he's exactly the right actor to portray the role. i just cant imagine anyone else doing it. i mean he's good at it. he's an excellent actor. :) i am very eager to watch it! sana mas maaga nalang yung showing, puh-lease. haha. :))

remember this tandem from sweeney todd? :D

2009-06-22T23:22:00.005+08:00

awhile ago after class, i went to the mall and i was looking in buying a case for my iPhone to keep my phone protected and even though im careful, anything can happen. and this yellow rubber case immediately caught my attention so i bought it right away. haha. although i wasnt really planning on buying one today. well i think it looks cute. and yummy. LOL. para kasi siyang mango. haha. :))

i just got a copy of our school's new term schedule. and it sucks. like bigtime. no more holidays, cos it'll be replaced with fuckin' regular classes. and the only holiday left is the national hero's day. i was like, WHAT THE EF. kasalanan ba namin kung nagkaron ng swine flu sa school. geez. and guess what? we'll be having sunday classes! that's the most annoying part. imagine, you'll be going to school on a sunday?? when it's supposed to be a family day. it's a free day. wala na nga kaming vacation eh. kukunin niyo pa yung sunday. nako talaga! im pissed. LOL.

gotta sleep now. 8am intecom class tomorrow. rarr.

2009-06-20T23:08:00.003+08:00

okay, so i just got my iPhone. yay! haha. there will be a lot of things to get used to and i will have to go through a tough time doing that. lol. as of now im enjoying its fun features like the applications and the real web. coolness. haha. but on the texting part, it's a struggle. haha. dami kong typo. :)) but i'll get used to it eventually. so yeah, im cool with that.

oh btw, i lost all my contacts again. yes, for the second time. haha. so guys, please text me with your names on it at 09174059228. alright? so i could save your digits. thank youuu. :)

2009-06-16T10:53:00.003+08:00

i am such a bum. i want classes to resume right now. lol. cos im broke, and i badly need my allowance. geez. i have like 200 bucks nalang in my wallet haha. my boyfriend and i couldnt go out on a movie date or the haagen dazs date that we usually have at town kasi we're both broke, we dont have allowance. goodness. 1 more week without money. *sigh*

2009-06-12T22:35:00.005+08:00

meet my new baby, Miller. :) he's like the cutest cos he looks like a chow chow. parang bear tapos he's very mataba. matakaw kasi eh. :)) you can barely see his face kasi black talaga yung dominant color niya. as of now, im still potty training him. mahirap talaga siya i-train haha. my dad was like, "o baka kung saan naman yan magkalat. you should train him, i dont want the house to be filled with dog shit." HAHA. okay dad. lol. kasi he loves to pee near the dining room. sa may door going to the backyard. :)) i didnt know it would be this hard to take care of a pup. cos the last time we had a pet was like 16 years ago? lol. ayaw kasi ng dad ko. but this time, pinayagan nako. haha! thank youuu daddeehh :D tomorrow, im going to tiendesitas and imma buy him a sweater. haha. :P

i am starting to miss school. would you believe that. haha! :)) well i just hate bumming around all day. i cant control myself from eating. i dont want to gain weight kasi. pero when i got nothing else to do, i just eat eh. haha. rarr. cant wait for next next week! i miss my friends! i need my allowance! LOL. :))

watched the Lakers-Magic Game 4 today. it was one hell of a game! let's go LA! :)) i love pau gasol. :) ang kulit niya panoorin eh. haha. oh btw, fisher's clutch 3 was a stunner! if it wasnt for him, the lakers wouldnt get the lead over magic. NICE! ;)

2009-06-10T18:50:00.005+08:00

i am suddenly on vacation due to a confirmed case of A(H1N1) virus inside the campus. so yeah, classes will resume on the 22nd and i am currently enjoying the extended vacation. haha.

i have a new puppy. Miller is the name haha. it's a male shih tzu. he's very hyper and very mataba. HAHA! :)) but he's really sweet. :)

oh btw, did i tell you i bought a new phone less than a month ago? well, my dad's gonna buy me a new phone AGAIN. haha. i super love you my dear papa! haha. it's gonna be an iPhone. yeah. i've been wanting that phone since it came out in the US. and finally, im getting one for myself. haha thanks daddy! :P

2009-06-08T19:33:00.003+08:00

shuffle fun. i was tagged by LARA, so here it goes. :))

# If someone says 'are you okay', you say?
- 2 In The Morning - New Kids On The Block
"We could talk, but you aint giving in"
[hmm. so-so. haha.]

# How would you describe yourself?
- Heartless > Kris Allen
"How could you be so heartless"
[hey im not! wtf. haha.]

# What do you like in a guy/girl?
- Forever > Chris Brown
"It's like I waited my whole life, for this one night.
It's gon' be me, you and the dance floor."
[im looking for forever, is that it? lol.]

# How do you feel today?
- I choose you > Mario
"Whatever you feel like, it's gon' be like
You better believe it.. I choose you"
[nice nice. haha.]

# What is your life's purpose?
- Bottle Pop > PCD
"Every girl dreams of herself in pearls
Wanna be the fast driver of a shiny car"
[uh? haha!]

# What's your motto?
- If this isnt love > Jennifer Hudson
"Things would be perfect only because it's the only way
I can describe and say"
[absolutely.]

# What do your friends think of you?
- Jesus take the wheel > Danny Gokey
"Jesus take the wheel, take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own"
[i know. i know. i've changed! haha.]

# what do your parents think of you?
- Beautiful as you > All 4 One
"A treasure near impossible to find
And I know how lucky I am to have you"
[aww. really now? haha.]

# What do you think about very often?
- Poker Face > Lady Gaga
"I'll get him hot, show him what I've got"
[goodness! haha. poker everyday with my boyfriend. lol.]

# What is 2 + 2?
- Feel This > Bethany Joy Galeotti
"It's gotta be just right"
[just right. lol. i dunno the connection haha]

# What do you think of your best friend?
- No Boundaries > Kris Allen
"Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason to fight and never walk away"
[to my loves, forever!]

# What do you want to be when you grow up?
- Runaway > The Corrs
"I'm never gonna stop
Falling in love with you"
[correction, im never gonna stop loving my passion for the arts haha!]

# What do you think when you see the person you like?
- Halo > Beyonce
"Everywhere i`m looking now
I`m surrounded by your embrace"
[oh c'mon that's too mushy. lol]

# What will you dance to at your wedding?
- Hey Girl > Keri Hilson
"Hey girl where yo drank we gone all get real drunk tonight
Im on patron tequila I’m drunk off margaritas
That patron tequila me and my mamasitas"
[ohmygod this is sooo funny! haha. this is going to be one hell of a wedding!]

# What will they play at your funeral?
- Amazing > 808s and Kanye West
"Victorious, Yeah we warriors
We make history, Strive of Victory"
[yeah haha. parang soldier lang ah.]

# What is your biggest fear?
- Say It > Voices of Theory
"So afraid to come close
It may be too soon, It may be too much"
[the line speaks for itself. haha.]

# What is your biggest secret?
- Questions > Blaque
"if, another should come, who's finer than me
and she wanna take ur love away, would u leave?"
[may ganon. hahaha.]

# What do you want right now?
- Mad < Neyo
"I don't wanna go to bed (mad at you)"
[sakto 'to babe. bati na tayoooo. :))]

i dont see the connection for some. haha. but it's actually really fun! try it. haha. :))

I TAG YOU...
>> Tenten
>> Munik
>> Arts
>> James
>> Nicole
>> Tinay

2009-06-01T21:13:00.004+08:00

i have done so many drawings of beautiful houses and interiors. but my parents dont even look at them, and even my very arrogant brother. they see my brother's eagerness and hardwork, my sister's photos and advertisements and they praise them. me? nothing. nothing but a thing i did in 1st year college displayed at the bottom of the bookshelf. nice view, huh? i dont want to bug them about it. but i do show them my drawings sometimes. they glance at it, and say "that's nice" and go over my other siblings' works and appreciate theirs more than mine. sometimes, i deliberately put my stuff out to where they'll see it, hoping for some sort of praise. but what do i get? nothing. they get all the attention and they appreciate all their works and none of my stuff?! not even the pieces i spent so much time on. i just want a "that's great" or "i really like that" or even just a "wow!", is that too much to ask? why are my siblings suddenly so much better and so much more important than me? sometimes i feel like screaming its soooo discouraging and i feel very sad. why draw or do these things if it's not even worth anything. i seem like a social outcast in the family. :(

i just wish my mom, my dad or my brother could read this. (i know they wont cos duh not many know that i keep a personal blog. lol but yeah just in case)

i am who i am and i do have a talent, i believe in that. maybe it is not as good as my brother's, but maybe it is actually better than my brother's. you just dont give me a chance to show it and prove it. i am unique in my own right, there is no one else like me. i am happy with who i am and what i can do. i may not be the best but i sure am trying my hardest to be the best for you. i know that you guys expect so much out of me, and if i wasnt able to achieve this or that, you dont appreciate it anymore. not even a little. i feel like nothing i do is ever right for you. like i dont do well in school, i hang out with the wrong people, my grades are too low when actually it's high enough already, anything i do.. it's just not good enough. i may have done a lot of things that upset you but i am full of guilt and regrets already, and trying my best to straighten things up, if you could just listen and understand. you expect too much, considering that i am not a perfect person, we all are and you just dont get it that some things are really hard for me. i am so tired of you guys telling me i couldnt do this or i couldnt do that. i had enough shit going on and all i ever needed was a family to understand me. but what do i get? this is why i get along with my friends better than you guys. cos they are always there to encourage and understand me.

but you know what? i can create my own image. i will be stronger and better. and do whatever the hell i want. in all these things you are throwing at me, discouraging me and all, you are actually making me stronger. so whatever it is that i know i have to do to make things work, i'll do it. i have put a lot of personal pressure to be the best for you. i have let myself down when i did that cos that was the only way i thought to please you. but this is my life. you cant make me do something that you wanted me to do. i will do my own thing and someday.. someday you'll be so damn proud of the family's blacksheep. mark my word. :)

2009-05-31T21:31:00.002+08:00

okay, so im absolutely addicted to facebook's farm town. haha. it's just so awesome cos you can grow your own little garden, raise farm animals and sell crops at the market. i only wish there was a way to get the crops to grow quicker. lol. i am totally hooked. darn it, im so prone to addiction. haha! :))

yesterday i went to the dentist for adjustment and i just couldnt help but count the days when my doctor told me that my braces would come off in a month. my face just lit up and i began smiling. then all of a sudden, my doctor seemed surprised while looking at the structure of my teeth. then she told me, "oh im sorry. your braces wouldnt come off in a month. im afraid you still have to wear braces with continuous ligatures. maybe for 6 more sessions to stabilize your teeth." i was like, darn it!!! just when i was all set for retainers, i had to deal with this for 6 more months. goodness. i dont wanna be a metalmouth anymore, puh-lease. take it off! rarr.

2009-05-26T20:16:00.003+08:00

philippines confirms first case of swine flu. - HEADLINE

im so freaked out about this. it reminds me of that pandemic game on addicting games except that its like actually coming true. and then they confirmed the second case here. i think i have gone into panic mode since the outbreak of the swine flu has been broadcast across all local media for the last few weeks. lol. dont laugh, but i already asked my yaya to buy a pack of those silly face masks and enough antibacterial soap. i am paranoid, i know. :)) but im not alone. c'mon.

but let's say the swine flu comes to manila in full-fury (knocks on wood). let's say they cancel school and impose quarantines. and let's say i dont have enough of my favorite food (haha!) for the duration of confinement. i will go to makati supermart. yes people, i will feel the fear and do it anyway. with my face mask on. haha! and i'll come up with a decontamination chamber that will remove all the germs in my body. im such a smart cookie. haha. forgive me, i am just trying to ease the tension we are all feeling right now. ohmygod why the hell am i so paranoid. well i just had a mild headache awhile ago. and i got so paranoid cos i might end up getting a fever. HAHA! i know i know it's funny. but im just scared, really. haha. tapos it's airborne pa daw. mygaaahd.

H1N1 INFLUENZA GO AWAAAAY! haha pfft.

2009-05-24T22:42:00.003+08:00

okay so we went to Antipolo today to attend mass at the Antipolo Church. it's not actually called as such but i dont know the church's name eh kaya i just call it antipolo church. lol. well it's already a family tradition, once a year talaga we go there. and i dont look forward to it at all. haha. cos it's always freakin' hot out there and i just hate that we have to travel like almost 2 hours to get there. and then you have to walk pa to the hill top cos there are no parking areas near the church. so yea it's really tiring and once you're up there, you're sweating too much already. lol. so yea that's what i hate most about it, i feel wasted and very irritable. but i cant complain naman noh, my dad's gonna get mad. sabihin pa niya dami kong arte. HAHA.

this is me. tired and all from the antipolo adventure. lol. this was taken by my mum at my tita's house in antipolo near the church. i was having tantraums cos i wanted to go home already. haha!

2009-05-21T21:05:00.004+08:00

oh my. he's just so daaamn gorgeous. i love him! :))

the very adorable underdog is the newest American Idol! you deserve it Kris, very much indeed. :D yaaay!

oh btw, Kris Allen's rendition of heartless was fierce! awesome awesome job. :)

2009-05-20T22:53:00.011+08:00

i actually thought first days would always be fun but rather it was a very frustrating day for me. and i could simply blame the FROSH for that. they are just too fuckin' many. i lost signal on globe. i couldnt contact my friends when i needed them most. everybody in the vicinity of our school got no signal on globe. what the fuck is that? maybe we were too crowded. and it's because there were so many frosh out there. i hate it. and the worst i could ever encounter on my first day is that i ran out of a parking slot. that's like the worst cos i cant just leave my car anywhere so i could go to class. it was very veeery frustrating. seriously. i needed someone to get me a parking ticket at SDA but the globe network's fuckin' messed up and i couldnt call anyone at that very moment when i am already almost 30mins late for my first class. what on earth am i suppose to do diba. i was like, "great. really great for my first day." but maybe the Good Guy up there heard me cos i was already swearing haha, and fortunately my friend just showed up right in front of my car and there.. i already have a companion with me. goodness. it took me like an hour. so i asked her to go with me and help me find a parking slot. it didnt matter to me how far, i just NEEDED to park my car. lol. and yeah we were able to find a parking and we had to walk under the scorching heat of the sun. wasted kung wasted eh. LOL.

my friend kept on laughing while taking a picture of me. bitch. HAHA.

2009-05-18T18:59:00.004+08:00

just one more day left, one more day to rest. cos school's damn up again. gaaahd. just the thought of it makes me want to cry. :(( well i guess my body's not yet prepared for another hectic term. rarr.

i just enrolled awhile ago and paid almost P51,000 for my tuition fee. i wonder why the miscellaneous fee is pretty much expensive. we dont get to use the facilities naman. weird.

i am sooo behind already. havent watched angels and demons eh. LOSER. haha. my friends just claimed it as the best movie of 2009. it must be thaaat great. i gotta watch it!

oh my. everything is just so random. sorry. nothing really interesting to blog about. lol.

oh btw, i tried beyonce's liquid diet that is actually called the lemonade cleanse. HAHA. it is composed of a freshly squeezed lemon or lime, maple syrup, cayenne pepper, and water. so i asked my yaya to go grocery shopping and buy the ingredients needed. tapos she mixed na the stuff and then i tasted it. super yuck. haha. seriously. it tasted like an ampalaya with a bit of spice lang. i felt like vomiting once in a while. and i didnt crave for anything. i just wanted to sleep and make poopoo. HAHA! maybe that's why beyonce is sooo sexy. cos she drinks plenty of that. diba? nakakawala kaya ng gana yun. so after that i didnt drink it anymore. HAHA. i simply cannot take the taste of it. it was gone to waste. HAHAHA.

SIMS 2 got me hooked again! darn it. ciao. :))

2009-05-15T18:35:00.002+08:00

so this is going to be my schedule for the first term. i'll be going from one building to another with just a 10 minute interval. what the hell? my life's going to change from serene into hectic and complex again. lol. :))

lack of sleep. headache. FINALS TOMORROW. :|

i love it when we're together at the end of every day. ♥

2009-05-12T21:49:00.003+08:00

school's starting soon. it starts a week from now. it's been a short vacation and hello again to the never ending long line of Mister SDA Elevator. harr. :))

I NEED A NEW WARDROBE. operation shop and swipe! ;)

2009-05-11T20:59:00.004+08:00

oh yeah, i forgot to blog about MUM'S DAY. haha. :))

so here.. :)

to my MOM,

you are my "supermom" in the whole world.
and im your "tinyhero" who always break the rules. :))

and if there would be an award for the best mother on earth im sure it would have gone to you. i love you mom! :D

2009-05-11T16:36:00.003+08:00

eww. my previous post was just so emo. LOL.

anyway, i had this embarassing moment at the mall. it's a dressing room disaster! goodness.

okay, i'll make kwento haha.

so i was at the mall when this happened. i was trying on some clothes at Mango when all of a sudden, a cute guy walks in. he was like, "Oh! hi. sorry about that." and walked out, still glancing at me. i realized that i forgot to lock the door! super nakakahiya yun cos i was wearing undies lang! haha so i quickly locked the door. a few minutes later, i was done, so i came back out. i thought that the guy had left, so i didnt have to be that embarrassed. but guess what??

he was waiting for me pala! i tried not to notice, but when he saw me, he was like, "hey there again, im really sorry about that. akala ko walang tao eh. (smiles)" then i was like, "no its okay, nakalimutan ko pala i-lock yung door. (trying not to stare at him)" so there, i immediately went to the counter to pay for the dress and then he followed me nanaman and asked if i was with anyone and i just told him, "yes im with my boyfriend. (smiles)" and then rushed out of the store. HAHA. it was sooo embarrassing i swear. sana lang di ko na siya makita sa town, puh-lease. :|

2009-05-07T22:33:00.005+08:00

why jerks? why not nice guys?

why don't we realize that the guy we like or love is a jerk until it's too late and we are already hooked? why are we too weak to end it and still hope they will change their bad behavior if we love them enough? actually, loving them enough never worked. trust me. the only way i know is to walk away from these jerks. which is btw, so hard because they have such charisma and can be so charming and melt our soft hearts. yes, we are dumb enough to fall for it. admit it, girls.

only when we have been hurt enough when we take a step back, see our pattern and realize, "i never want to get hurt again by these assholes." therefore, dating them has become a challenge for us. we secretly want to be that special girl that makes him someone good enough but this will never happen. cos he will only change on his own and i dont think its until they reach maturity level.

so yea, the qualities they have are intoxicating.

confidence and strength.. we feel very protected around them.

unfortunately, they will be the ones to break our hearts. *sigh*

2009-05-05T23:17:00.003+08:00

look at that hot thing -- 2010 Lamborghini Murcielago LP 670-4 SV

i was told that the new car's price tag is roughly around $450,000 so that's about 21,500,000+ in philippine peso. OHMIGAD, very expensive. *sigh*

see you in my dreams, Murcielago. haha.

2009-05-04T19:16:00.003+08:00

Pacquiao did it again. what a fantastic fighter. how much more money can he get? lol.

i want this phone! daddy, please? :D hahaha.

2009-04-29T20:38:00.002+08:00

the school guards ruined my entire day today. they piss me off. and their fuckin' dress code policies.

c'mon. it's summer class. it's not like any regular school day. students are supposed to be allowed to enter the campus even without the dress code. and since day 1 of summer class i've seen a lot wearing just flip flops and tank tops. and then all of sudden, they wont let us enter the campus cos we were wearing "thong slippers"? i was like, WHAT THE FUCK. so you want us to risk our classes cos we were wearing slippers. lame, very lame.

i personally think that the dress code should be banned. for life. haha. well yeah maybe for the most part of it like x-rated ones, it is fair that the policies apply but the hell, what's wrong with slippers and tank tops?! wearing them to school isnt gonna kill anyone. tsk. we should be able to wear nearly anything that we want. i dont think naman that it's necessarily bad, but i really dont understand why students cannot wear slippers or something. then you should've made la salle schools wear uniforms nalang. rarr. >:(

2009-04-24T19:31:00.004+08:00

just last thursday i was surprised and saddened by the news that one of my closest friends, Trix, just lost her dad who died of heart attack and i am conveying my deepest condolences to the Liwanag family, my thoughts and prayers are with you.

to my very good friend, girlfriend, and sister, Trix, just hold tight to memories of your dad, be strong, i know you are. i know for sure that your dad's happy wherever he is right now. keep in mind that we're still here and always remember how much you are cared about. although no words can really help to ease the loss you bear, just know that you are very close in every thought and prayer. and you should always know, i will always be here for you my dear. may God help you and your family during this difficult time and may the love of those around you help you through the days ahead. you have my deepest sympathies on the death of your dad and you are in my prayers. i love you and take good care of yourself always.

may you rest in peace, tito. :)

2009-04-21T18:50:00.004+08:00

summer class starts tomorrow! boo. sorry na, baduy kame. haha. and im goin back to the gym! yaay. :) "yess. magpapafirm. magpapahot." - justin g. LOL. dude special mention ka pa sa blog ko. :P

got my course cards already. i got 3.0, 2.5, 2.5, 2.0 and 1.5, alam niyo kung ano lowest ko? bible study. LOL. i knew it. i thought pa nga im gonna get a flat 1.0 haarr. :))

anywoo, kanina pala i went to school to enroll for summer and then paguwi ko i dropped by burger king. kumain muna ako dun magisa and opened my laptop, since they have a free wifi naman. so tinawag ko yung waiter who happens to be really cute and gwapooo hahaha to ask for their WLAN key so i could surf the net na. *whispers* i was actually checkin' him out awhile ago haha. kung di lang sana siya waiter. haha! di naman talaga siya bagay na waiter eh haha.. and then bumalik siya with a wifi card na may password nila. tapos sa likod ng card parang susulatan mo siya ng name and contact number mo kasi parang may raffle thingy sila. so i filled it up and then gave it to the cashier and left na. and then bumalik nako sa car. while i was driving my way home, i got a text message from an unknown number. so i asked, "who's this?". and then nagreply.. his name's jhong daw yung sa BK kanina. i was like, OMG. OMG! hahahaha. he texted me. omg talaga. medyo kinilig naman talaga ako kanina. LOL. ayun. ang bad ko na. flirting and dating exclusively at the same time. wth. HAHA.

just sharing. :P

2009-04-16T19:41:00.002+08:00

finals - done! whew. brain draining shit. i am finally on vacation! yay. :)

course card distribution on monday. i have 2 critical subjects this term. HAHA. but i dont think naman im gonna fail it. sabit lang siguro, uno. haha. im okay with that. just not the letter R. no no no. haha.

back to the gym! yeaa.

i am in love with you. <3

2009-04-13T21:56:00.002+08:00

i want to turn back, look back and take you back.

"let's take it back before it all went wrong." <3

2009-04-04T22:15:00.000+08:00

la la la LOVE. ♥

2009-03-24T22:31:00.004+08:00

this is another poster that i did for my joseriz project. haha. noli and el fili as one. wala ko maisip eh. but i like how my poster looked like a book cover.. or a movie poster. HAHA. diba?? :))

i am currently working on a thesis paper for comsk class that is due next week and i am really really stressed cos i've been thinking very hard for the past 3 hours. parang wala na pumapasok sa utak ko. i feel like my brain's actually bleeding. HAHAHA. :))

oh yeah, i just bought my first pair of Sanuk Sidewalk Surfers. yaay! :D bought it for 2.4K, gaah i know. sakit sa bulsa. hahahaha. spluuurge. parang nauso kasi siya bigla so i searched for it, and then nakita ko sa town meron palang Sanuk. so i bought a pair, i looove it! super comfy sandals. :D you can see the picture below. ganyan yung styles ng sanuk. i bought the leopard print, it's kind of yellowish white. haha. para neutral. :) ayun just sharing. :)

haayy i sooo envy my friends who are graduating in a day or two. but im happy for them. :) aaand.. no summer for me. :( im gonna be at school for the whole summer. i have to take advanced classes. kasi nagmamadali nako noh. HAHAHA. so yeah, i'll sacrifice my summer vacation muna. dang. hahaha. CIAO.

2009-03-14T11:34:00.003+08:00

oh yeah, i wanna share with you guys pala an advertisement that i did for my bibstud project. parang kelangan daw namin "i-advertise" si God. :) gagamit kami ng mga popular advertisements and then babaguhin namin yun. in fairness, mahirap siyang gawin ah. hahaha. but i actually liked my final output. haha. thank you photoshop! :))

hope i get a quatro for this. haha. :P

2009-03-14T10:25:00.004+08:00

i am finally and officially... legal. HAHA. :)) 21 nako wooh. hahaha.

super thank you for ALL THOSE WHO GREETED ME on my birthday and yung mga humabol pa. :) and for those naman who FAILED to greet me, it's cool no biggie. slight tampo lang hahahaha. :))

THANK YOUUU! love y'all! xo.

2009-02-22T19:47:00.007+08:00

sorry blog.. for i have neglected you. lol. :))

well i dont know. parang tinamad lang talaga ako mag blog. haha. well, sooo much has happened already and i am really sorry for not updating this blog pero di pako ganun kasipag para i-blog lahat ng nangyari so i'll leave you with some photos nalang of my "daily happenings" haha, and i do hope it'll be enough to show you a part of my story that i wasnt able to share for quite some time now. :)

this is my favorite maki. :) @ conggo grille. if i have time pa after school, i drop by conggo grille tapos bibilhin ko yan for dinner. haha.

check out my laptop. i want more stickers. i want it covered with cool stickers. haha. :P

pag kasama ko csb friends ko, lagi kami kumakain ngayon sa jack's loft. we love fishbowl iced tea! yumm.

subway moments with mum. lagi nalang bread. breakfast. or lunch. haha.

i love bumming around. haha. like this picture. i always bum around with my GFs. :)

this is an artwork that i did for my joseriz class. haha. :))

proposed gate design that i did for a client. wooh. yes, im currently working on a residential project. sa qc yung loc. super fun. cant wait for the house to be built!

midnight snack. every night, movie marathon lang ako pag walang ginagawa, yan lagi midnight snack ko with skyflakes. lol. :))

well, that's it. yan na muna for now. o ayan ah, nagupdate nako. hahaha. basta i'll try to update this once in a while. pag hindi na busy. aryt? later! :D

2009-01-08T17:43:00.002+08:00

im so sick of hearing the same "hot issue" over and over again. bakit kasi ang dami pang sinasabi ng both sides, it's still illegal drugs. in any way, they still should be behind bars.

"alabang boys", mygahd. this isnt something you guys should laugh about. nakakahiya. and then recently lang a student from de la salle - csb has been arrested for the same issue.

it's too much already. too humiliating. tsk tsk tsk.

2009-01-07T09:08:00.002+08:00

it's 9:10 am in the morning. i can still feel the holdiays. lol.

it's the first day of school, my first class starts at 10:30 am and as if i cant get my ass off this bed. haha. im too lazy to prep up for school sooo i think im gonna pass. for today lang naman. hahaha. and besides, i dont think the professors will show up today.

i just got my new notebook laptop last night! :D yaaay. gift ko to for myself. :) and thanks to my mum kasi siya nagbayad nung fee dun sa operating system. kasi i had it changed last night from linux to windows xp home. so yeah, i love you mum! :P tapos super small niya parang organizer lang yung dala ko. hahaha. kasi i have this toshiba laptop, eh ang laki laki niya tapos mabigat pa. i couldnt bring it to school kasi it's too heavy for me. eh laptops should be portable nga eh. so yun, i wanted to have a notebook na i can use for personal stuff and work/school. :)

anyway, i have 18 subjects left for the rest of my stay at benilde. then a few at psid so i am hoping i'd graduate late next year or early 2011. HAHA. wish me luck. lol. :)) ohwell. breakfast time. :)

2008-12-25T02:07:00.002+08:00

yaaaay! it's Christmas! Happy Christmas y'all! :) ejoy the holidays. :)

busog nako. dami ko gifts! :)) 2009 here we coooooome! :D

2008-12-16T23:00:00.002+08:00

final exams are overrrr. wooh. i messed up my math exam though. i came in late, i didnt have a calculator. what do you expect? lol. nevertheless, i'd still pass the subject. sureball. ;) course card distribution on friday. i bet the lowest im gonna get is 1.5, please. hahaha. anyway, i wanna get rid of the power chains on my braces. seriously, it's killing me. cant sleep well. my eye bags are now luggages. swear. lol. :)) i couldnt eat. i've been on a soft diet for 4 days now. nagsasawa nako sa soup ah! hmp. i couldnt eat my krispy kreme doughnuts! :( that's the worst. haha. btw, im getting a new phone! yay. :) and an ipod touch. cool diba. hahaha.

i can feel the holidays! :) friends, gift ko?? hahaha. ciao. ;)

2008-12-08T12:23:00.005+08:00

last friday, my cousin kuya roex and ate nina tied the knot at the Notre Dame de Vie Chapel, Fernbrook Gardens Portofino South, New Alabang. the place was awesome! i swear. the church has a unique and different kind of architecture. very romantic and fairytale-ish. haha. super kilig kaya and everyone's teary eyed as ate nina walked down the aisle crying. aww. and then their wedding song's "now that i have you". hayy! suh-weeeet. someday. someday. LOL. :))

in preparation for the wedding, i decided to cut my hair. and i wasnt too pleased with the outcome. haha. sabi ko wag mashadong maiksi. pero ayun. not what i expected. but it actually looks nice.. if my hair was longer. haha. i look like a korean, cos of my "korean inspired" hairstyle. dang. hahaha. :)) you can see my picture on the upper left side. yeah that's my fuckin hairstyle haha. paalis palang ako ng house niyan. nasilaw yata ako. hahaha. well, i'll just have to wait for it to grow longer. i do hope my hair hears me, "make it fast!" hahaha. :))

went christmas shopping yesterday with my mom. it was seriously tiring. the malls were jampacked. i enjoyed it, though. i mean, as long as i get to buy stuff for myself too. lol. grabe yung crowd, even the restaurants were full. it's kind of overwhelming. mas marami yatang tao ngayon. haha. nakabili naman kami ng gifts. but still not enough. we had to like sit down once in a while. our feet gets hurt easily. so yeah, we ate more than we shopped. hahaha. and i think i also bought more stuff for myself. haha. dami ko nabili sa zara and mango. cant resist eh! hahaha. :))

oh yeah, i checked out the latest gadgets. i want the new ipod nano video. mas maganda siya kesa dun sa maliit na nano video. hmm. santa, i waaant. haha. btw, my dad asked me what i want for christmas. sabi ko i want a new phone. haha. sabi niya, "you want an iphone?" sabi ko naman it's like 50-50. haha. parang, i wanna get one but i dont know if it's gonna be user friendly enough for me. considering that i also drive. mahirap magtext. haha. but i really want one. haha. so if not iphone sabi ko nalang SE P990i. basta i want a PDA phone that is WiFi capable. that's it. so yeah i think im getting a P990i. or an O2 again.. hahaha. whatever. all good. :)

yaaay 2 more weeks to go. term break and xmas break. :) but it's finals week, im doomed. lol. :)) CIAO. happy holidays! ;)

2008-12-02T23:12:00.004+08:00

it's almost christmas break and term break. yaaay. but before i celebrate, finals week muna. goodness. for the past few days, i've been very busy doing a lot of projects and reports. and i cram all the time. i think that's what i do best. hahaha. kanina lang pinasa ko na yung ginawa kong "mini scrapbook" for our filip11. and then nag talumpati pako. dang. i was shaking. stage fright, sir! hahahaha. :)) but anyway, i think i did well. nagandahan naman ako sa gawa ko and sa video presentation ko kanina. in fairness, bihira magbigay ng compliment si sir santiago. pero guess what he said right after i delivered that talumpati and video presentation?

"very good, May. very nice work." yaaay! i wanted to jump and scream right then and there pero nahiya naman ako diba. haha. :)) hay thank God. it all paid off.

anyway, i cant wait for christmas! i want gifts, gifts and more gifts! hahaha. :D oh yeah, this friday pala i have to go home early. wedding ng cousin kong si kuya roex and ate nina which will be held at portofino new alabang. aww im so happy for them! and i bought a gorgeous long gown. :D it's nice. super. hahahaha.

ohwell. gotta go. study time for natsc. haha. goodnight. :)

2008-11-29T09:31:00.004+08:00

what if our streets were infected with zombies?

what if you woke up to find that your brother/sister was being munched on like a snickers? the streets are clamoring with the undead and the all too familiar look of your dad's or mom's morning look is apparently visible on all of the roaming citizens. you get what i mean, right? well half of the world is infested and your left with only a bread knife and one shotgun shell left in your gun. what would you do? hmm...

would you run to the nearest exit and run screaming to a neighbor's house? what if that neighbor was a zombie too? what kind of weapons would you make out of your household items? would you join forces with others to fight it off or would you leave others and run for your lives? how would you live from that day forward? i have a very weird and creative imagination right now. and if these curiosity questions of mine will be thrown at me too, my answer is, i'd rather die and become a zombie myself. haha. :))

here's another one. and this curiosity is basically something that was taken from being a couch potato and watching marathons of Heroes. :)

what if you woke up one day and found that superhuman powers were being sold on the street like a fishball vendor sells a 1 peso per piece? let's say that our favorite Heroes series plot line wasnt mere fiction and we all had access to powers beyond our wildest dreams. people could fly to their destinations and heat meals with just their bare hands. how would our world change and how would you see yourself with these abilities?

would we abuse them in a way that would destroy us as human beings? would we have a place to restrict the use of these powers? how would we defend our families and the other people? would technology be different? how would you use your powers? good or bad? if i had these superhuman powers, i dont think im going to abuse it but it would be fun to experiment on new things and who knows what might or could happen next? :)

i just cut my finger with a knife awhile ago while i was working on my scrapbook project for fil. it's a bloody mess. haha. and i thought, "what if i could heal my wound by just blowing through it?", and i tried to sip the blood coming out of my finger and then suddenly i asked myself again (in my mind), "what if i were a zombie? they love bloody mess." but i'd rather not. i dont like the taste of blood. eww. HAHAHA. :))

2008-11-25T23:50:00.003+08:00

alam niyo yung pag ang kausap mo lahat nalang para sakanya sobrang big deal? diba nakakainis yun?

kung saan ka nakatira. kung ano ka. kung ano meron ka. parang lahat nalang papansinin. parang it always has to be based on your status.

"palibre naman. naubos yung money ko kanina eh."
"may libre ka naman pambayad lang ng parking."
"oi di mo pako nilibre ah!"
"payosi ka naman dyan."
"hoy wag ka magpakabrat dyan, maglakad ka sumama ka samin!"
"hoy wag ka muna magpaka alabang girl, sumakay ka ng jeep dyan sa taft tas sunod ka dito sa moa. haha."
"uyy daming pera libre ice cream!"

and the list goes on...

kainis diba? i dont wanna boast what i have, pero sila pinapapamukha sakin eh para makascore sila. may pasweet effect pa mga yan ah. pero it's not flattering at all eh, it's annoying as hell. what kind of friends are they. may mga pera din naman sila, nagkukuripot lang. ano ba habol niyo, mga tae kayo. mashadong naging dependent sakin. mashado din kasi akong mabait, i cant seem to say NO. tsk.

tapos pinipilit pako magcommute kanina. jeep papuntang moa. wtf. i cannot commute alone and hindi ko naman kaya magcommute kung saan saan eh. ang alam ko lang sa manila, yung papunta sa may ust and then yung papunta lang din sa taft. that's it. as if naman ganun ako kagaling sa places and directions. eh kung mawala ako, or something bad happened to me. may magagawa ba sila? ayoko sa lahat yung pinipilit ako eh. lalo na if you're forcing me to do something you know i cannot do and dont want to do. and if i say it's okay, it's okay. im not making drama or whatever.

"sorry na may, wag ka na magdrama. di bagay. dali na sunod ka na dito."

fuck. excuse me, im not a drama queen. hello, bat naman ako magddrama sakanila. that's so lame. mygaaaahd.

when will you guys ever learn? *sigh*

ohwell. goodnight.

2008-11-23T08:03:00.006+08:00

my head hurts like heeeelll.

yesterday, we went to CCP and watched "Mga Gerilya sa Powell Street", it is a requirement in our philien class. im not a fan of theater acts or something but this play was indeed very touching even though most of the time we just laughed. haha. cos the director made it a comedy-drama play. which was contradictory to how the author wrote the novel. well, it was great. it was very well done. the characters did really well and i applaud them for that. :)

the play ended at around 5:50pm, so pumunta kami sa harbour square, just across the street and as expected, we ended up drinking beer again. hahaha. sa coal kami uminom. i was with kathy, max and migzs. i had 3 bottles. that's why im having a bit of hangover again today. lol.

i was able to finalize my next term schedule yesterday. ang hirap gumawa ng sched lalo na pag nagconflict. parang you have to repeat everything again. haha. pero ok nako sa sched ko for the next term. kasi i made sure that i dont have long breaks anymore. kasi lalo lang akong tinatamad pumasok pag long breaks eh. although i had to take one subject at 8:10 in the morning, and i doubt na kaya ko yun. haha. 9:20 am pa nga lang, nahihirapan nako gumising. lagi pakong late. what more yung 8:10?? but i had no choice eh, conflict na sa iba kong subjects. i dont wanna take the 7 PM naman, cos i dont wanna go home really late. and good thing about the next term is that i'll be taking all my subjects at SDA. yaaay! unlike this term kasi, i have 2 subjects at CSB Main. kakapagod kaya magpalipat lipat from SDA to Main and vice versa. hahaha. anyway, this is the schedule that i made and will be my schedule for the next term:

BIBSTUD -- M-W-F 10:30-11:30
BMAT2X -- M-W-F 4:50-5:50
BMAT2X LAB -- TH 1:00-2:30
COMSK2X -- M-W-F 11:40-12:40
COMSK2X LAB -- T 1:00-2:30
GEPSYCH -- M-W-F 1:00-2:30
JOSERIZ -- T-TH 9:40-11:10
NATSC12 -- M-W-F 3:40-4:40
ORDEV-A -- F 8:10-9:10

there.. haha. the latest would be at 5:50 PM. not bad. ang ayoko lang talaga yung 8:10 na class ko. mygaaahd. well, at least it's just ordev. wala lang naman yun eh. HAHA. :)) joke lang. i dont wanna be dropped. lol.

"if you love me, just admit it." :))

2008-11-15T20:14:00.002+08:00

im not so sure about buying an iphone anymore. dami daw cons yun eh hahaha. like some of its features doesnt work here in the philippines. and it's not advisable for someone who drives. hahaha. ohwell. pero i still want a pda phone. sayang kasi yung O2 ko dati eh. nawala pa. maybe i'll get another O2, either a mini or an atom. if not O2, SE P990i nalang. haha. :))

nagpa-adjust lang ako kanina sa dentist. sobrang sakit ng ngipin kooooo. nakakaiyak. hahaha. wala akong maisip na ipost. sorry for the randomness of this post. lol.

2008-11-11T23:23:00.003+08:00

11.07.08

ice cream date with nalds. :P hahaha. cheap but suhweet. :) he's an industrial design major in csb. ang cool nga eh, he was planning to take architecture in ust pala before. eh ako naman, galing ng ust arki. meant to be daw? wuh. ;)

im collecting stickers for the starbucks planner. 2 more to go. yay. :)) ubos ubos na money ko for the whole week. frapuccino. calories. tsk gastos. hahaha.

5 more weeks to go, and it's term break. end of 2nd term. sa wakas naman magkakaron na kami ng break. hahaha. kahit bumagyo na hindi man lang nagsususpend ang lasalle eh. tae. hayy envichem and filip! you're both killing me. give me a dos, at least! huhuhu.

i miss arki. i miss the block. i miss ust. i miss everything about it. :( naaalala ko yung cantunan. hahahaha. wala kasi nun sa may csb. ang panget. hmph. miss ko na din beato. i know SDA is waaaay better than beato pero parang ang saya dun. ang dami laging tao sa corridors, stairs. SDA is very monotonous. plain white. nice but boring. hahaha. ohwell.

kanina pala, dinala kami ni migzs sa post office. his mom works there eh. so dun na rin kami kumain ng lunch. yung canteen lang dun. parang lutong-bahay. so i asked migzs kung ano masarap. when he ordered for a palabok, sabi ko same na din ako. so we ate and then it rained. pero sarap na sarap ako dun sa palabok ah. and then after that we went back to csb na for our comski class. kaso super traffic dahil nga umuulan na. and then sumakit yung tiyan ko. super najejebs ako. HAHAHA. buti nalang si migzs laging dala yung paraphernalias niya just in case majebs siya haha. jebs king eh. :)) so yun. nag poopoo ako sa private cr sa SDA. HAHAHAAHA. yun lang. sharing. :)) kasi naman si migzs. kung ano ano papakain sakin. di naman ako sanay sa ganon. hahahaha.

2008-11-07T22:48:00.007+08:00

interior. low. clean lines. square furniture. predominantly white colour palette. i love. :)

MINIMALISM, it is. ;)

2008-11-04T22:45:00.002+08:00

got 2 of my midterm grades already. i got 2.5 in comsk1x and 2.0 in philien. not bad considering that the highest a student got in philien is 2.5 and in comski 3.0 naman. hehe. i have no worries since it's just the first half, i can still make my grades higher. who knows, i might get a 4.0 hahaha. di ko pa alam midterm standing ko sa iba, but i dont wanna know my standing in envichem kasi sure ball mababa yun hahaha. i might get a 1.0 which is pasang awa. hahaha. :)) ohwell.

im excited for tomorrow. ICE CREAM DATE! :P yaay.

2008-11-02T21:38:00.002+08:00

i suuuper missed my girlfriends. :)

spent one night of the halloween craze with my loves. it was fun and very tiring as well. haha. got wasted and all. went home really late. like around 5AM yata yun. and to think i have an 11AM class the next day ah. hahaha. and guess what happened.. i just slept the whole period of my envichem class. haha. and then when the bell rang, i went out of the room immediately. nyahaha, little devil. >:))

november 1. all soul's day. boring as always. so i dont have much to say about this. bleh. :))

GOOD TIMES. POKER NIGHTS. TOWN. STARBUCKS. ALABANG. LOVE LOVE. <3 :D

2008-10-27T20:40:00.005+08:00

had my subjects enlisted awhile ago. sayang nga i cant go on a full load, 19 units lang tuloy ako next term. ohwell. i'll be having my ordev-a next term. super nakakatamad yun. i might end up dropping it. HAHA. :))

nakuha ko na yung midterm grade ko in some of my subjects. ang taas! :D my grades are ranging from quatro to tres. :) but i dont think i'll make it on the dean's list this term since im on the rocks with envichem. baka dos lang makuha ko dun. tsk. katamad naman kasi yun hahaha. well, my hopes are high parin on sir falcis! please, please siiiir. haha. :))

oh yeah, i have this chubby and weird-looking suitor who's my classmate in filip. he's like the most annoying person i know! my gaaahd. last week kasi, after my class at SDA, i went staright to CSB main for my filip class. on my way there, nakasalubong ko siya. pero di ko naman siya napansin agad cos i was texting while walking. tapos it was raining that time. and then tinawag niya lang ako. and then our conversation went like this:

LLOYD: uy may! san ka punta?
MAY: hey. punta ko sa class. why?
LLOYD: ah. wag ka na pumunta. wala daw si sir eh.
MAY: ah talaga? bakit daw?
LLOYD: ewan ko. may meeting daw yata. tinext nila ako eh.
MAY: oh okay. are you sure? kasi baka dumating siya. malapit nako madrop dun eh. 4 absences nako sakanya.
LLOYD: yup sure ako. anyway, san ka na ngayon? tambay tayo.
MAY: oh okay. uhm.. (trying to think of an excuse)
MAY: babalik nalang muna ako sa SDA.
LLOYD: ah ganon? sige tara hatid na kita.
MAY: hinde, ok lang. puntahan ko parin yung friend ko eh.
LLOYD: ah ganon ba. san ka ba umuuwi?
MAY: sa alabang pa.
LLOYD: ah. gusto mo hatid na kita?
MAY: ay no. pupuntahan ko pa nga kasi friend ko. ok lang.
LLOYD: ahh. sige. may payong ka ba? umuulan eh.
MAY: wala. pero it's okay. drizzle lang naman.
LLOYD: hinde ok lang, paheram ko sayo payong ko.
MAY: no it's okay talaga. you dont have to.
LLOYD: osige. sure ka ayaw mo pahatid?
MAY: *sarcastic laugh* (annoyed and pissed already)
MAY: no thank you. i dont need anyone to acompany me anywhere. okay? i have to go. bye!
LLOYD: okay sige ingat May.

am i MEAN? hahahahaha. :))

2008-10-25T15:50:00.002+08:00

tapos na midterms. yaaaay. :D

im gonna watch rihanna and chris brown's concert, im super excited! :)) i missed neyo's, but im effin sure im not gonna miss this. ;)

enlisment na on monday. i dont know what subjects to take pa next term. but i'll make all my classes in the afternoon. hahaha. ang hirap gumising sa umaga noh. :)) then course approval naman the week after enlistment. nako super hassle nanaman nyan. haha.

gusto ko na mag christmas break. october 31 may pasok parin kami. half day daw. tsk. and then january 7 naman yung start ng 3rd term. ano ba yan. ang bilis. haha. :))

cant wait for my iphone!!! :P

2008-10-21T23:12:00.005+08:00

MIDTERM WEEK.

so far so good. philien was a bit vague to me though. comski exam tomorrow and then natsc on friday. daaaang. not envichem. i hate it.

im feeling so happeeeh. :))

"on compatibility in love"
love is not an identity. first friend and second friend. unselfishness. patience, giving and sacrifice. accepting differences. cannot relate? i know. hahaha. just read the book. it's interesting. :P

eat your fuckin' words, evil brother. >:))

iPhone or PSP? hmm. torn. haha.

2008-10-16T21:07:00.002+08:00

me: daddy, i lost my cellphone. i dont know how it happened. but i think it was snatched from me. nagulat nalang ako wala na sa bag ko eh. pacut nalang nung line ko asap.

daddy: ano? that's what im telling you eh. ang careless mo. bagong bago, nawala agad. how irresponsible!

me: uhm......

daddy: tsk. yan na nga ba sinasabi ko eh.

*daddy left to have my postpaid line cut to block the snatcher from using it then daddy called me up...*

daddy: i gave your new sim to your mom. have it activated. i already paid your monthly bill. bakit ang laki laki ng bill mo, ha?

me: uhm........ i call most of the time, instead of texting. tapos karamihan pa globe or sun.

daddy: ilang months palang yun sobrang laki na ng bill mo. eh what if i get your cellphones nalang? pag yang next bill mo lumagpas sa limit, you'll pay for the excess. tsk.

me: uhm..... okay.

yeah, that's how i react when my dad gets mad. i keep quiet. haha. pero naiinis ako sakanya right now. kasi dahil lang nawala yung phone ko, super galit na siya and told me pa that im very irresponsible. sorry naman ah? di ko rin naman ginusto na mawala yung phone ko eh. hmph. :(

2008-10-07T21:37:00.000+08:00

No, happily never after

That just ain't for me, because finally

I know I deserve better after all,

I'll never let another tear drop fall. :)

- Happily Never After (PCD)

2008-10-02T18:15:00.001+08:00

it has been broken.

it left me hesitant and reluctant to try.

but should i take a chance? will it be worth a lifetime?..

2008-10-01T11:59:00.006+08:00

i havent blogged about my new car, right? hahaha. :)) well. got this new baby from my daddy dear. just last month. :) it's a black corolla altis. i know i know, it looks kind of masculine kasi nga it's black but it actually looks really sheek and classy. :) i just dont like the interiors of it. with wood dashboard panels and all. it's very lolo-ish. hahaha. :)) i mean, parang oldies type. ohwell. i'll have it changed nalang to black leather dashboards. :) or better yet, hot pink! HAHAHA. :))

2008-10-01T10:07:00.003+08:00

my cellphone almost got snatched from me yesterday while i was walking along the busy street of taft ave. it was kind of traumatizing kasi first time nangyari sakin yun. hindi pako nawawalan ng phone. well, i lost one before. di naman yata siya nanakaw cos i left it sa pavillion dati sa school, and then pagbalik ko nawala na. so yun. unlike what happened to me yesterday, talagang pinilit kunin nung panget na magnanakaw na yun yung phone ko. unfortunately for him, my grip was so tight that he wasnt able to get my phone. di naman ako pumalag or something, it happened so fast lang kasi. and then nung hindi niya nakuha yung phone ko, sabi ko lang, "fuck you! asshole!" hahahaha. kasi i didnt know what to do eh. i dont wanna scream naman or something. baka wala pang tumulong sakin. hahaha. and it was my first time. i was walking alone pa naman. nako. kakatakot talaga dun. parang natahimik na nga lang ako after the incident eh. i went to mcdonalds nalang, ordered fries and coke float. comfort food. hahahahaha. :)) hayy. im about to buy an iPhone pa naman. eh kung iPhone dala ko nun, tas nanakaw. iiyakan ko talaga yun. hahaha. :))

2008-09-28T10:44:00.006+08:00

i am really starting to be like a "rocker". eww. hahahaha. :)) no not really. i just had to comply with the fuckin' dress code of our dear school. haha. we are not allowed to wear sleeveless, shorts, mini skirt and flip flops/slippers. WTF. im not so much of a skimmers, chuck taylor or sneakers fan and i would rather wear havaianas than chucks. i dont really like wearing closed shoes or even rubber shoes. i love wearing shorts and tank tops but i cant wear them in school. and most of my clothes pa naman are those not allowed in school. goodness. i had to go shopping pa tuloy everyday, spending more than 800 bucks a day. yeah take note, everyday. imagine that, how much am i spending for let's say a week? almost 3000 bucks. woooow. clothes lang yan ah, wala pang food. hay nako. i tried to mix and match clothes kaso lang halata talaga pag umulit ka na ng outfit kaya as much as possible we would wear something new. and if we were to repeat the same outfit, that would probably be for the next month na. hahaha. ayun nga, i bought so many shoes. skimmers, sneaks and closed shoes. i bought t-shirts and tees. grabe rocker outfit. hahaha. well, carry naman namin eh. hahaha. :)) so yeah, im getting used to it. but we're not so rocker naman eh, im just using the term kasi diba rockers like wearing sneakers like vans or something. eh we wear shoes like that na din hahaha, with matching hoodies pa. oh dibaaaa. my gulay. HAHA. :)) anyway, i have this really bad cold for about a week now and im not even close to getting rid of it. yosi parin kasi ng yosi eh. hahahaha. :P waaah excited nako for christmas! :D

2008-09-23T20:49:00.002+08:00

SEPT.19 (friday)

the usual day at school with my 3 hour break. trix texted me, she's gonna visit me daw. and then to my surprise, when i went out of the building i saw her agad cos she was wearing her pink pants! hahaha. i was so glad to see her and finally hang out with her. we stayed at house blends with some of my friends and then lj texted us, sabi niya walang comski sooo nag inuman kami sa dematisse with the whole gang. haha. it was fun. i didnt get drunk though cos i just had 2 bottles of beer, tapos super kilig pa kasi kasama ko siya. :") yiii. tinabihan pako. hahaha. kaso lang wala kaming pic together, shy ako eh. haha. :)) he's super funny. and i really reallyyyy like him! :P

SEPT.20 (saturday)

went out to lunch with novee and trix. :) yes, it was the first time i hung out with my 2 closest friends. and we had soooo mcuh fun just making chikka and all. :)) went to greenbelt, naglakad lakad. then we ate lunch at big budhha. then trix was craving for sweets so we grabbed some cakes at classic confections, greenbelt 3. grabe super full. i had 2 macadamia nut ice creams pa sa haagen dazs before meeting up with them. my goodness. ayokong tumaba. kaso cant help it. hahaha. :)) inabot na kami ng 8pm hahaha, they didnt attend their class. oops. :)) first time daw ni trix magcut and she did that para daw makasama kami. aww. :) so tumambay kami sa seattle's, kwentuhan forever. haha. and we saw arts' friend, chummy. haha. small world.

SEPT.22 (monday)

had to wake up early for my fuckin' pe class with my kupal prof. hahaha. classmate ko pala sa pe si jobs! :") hahahah. nagulat ako. he looked really cute in his extra large shirt, extra small shorts and his drew arellano looks. hahahaha. :") tapos tinabihan niya koooo. :D then he showed me his old school camera. haha. and his colored brief. yes, he proudly showed me his printed blue brief. hahaha! :)) pero di naman yung buo noh, yung top lang. haha. and then he was foolin' around while i was doing the step test, muntik pa tuloy ako madapa. hahaha. hayyy. kilig talaga sobraaa. :P :))

well i guess i'll end it here. till next time, amigas. :D

2008-09-18T18:27:00.004+08:00

never a dull moment with these girls. :))

super active namin kanina sa algebx class namin. hahaha. we have this new prof kasi who looks like einstein and meron siyang hair coming out of his ear lobes. ewww. hahaha. but he's very mabait naman. :D i didnt attend my filip11 class again. eh kasi naman i feel such a loner there. wala talaga akong kilala dun. goodness. im just hoping na hindi pako FA dun. *crossed fingers* :|

2008-09-17T20:12:00.004+08:00

this is what we basically do whenever we arrive too early for class. GO POSE! hahahaha. :))

my tongue still fuckin' hurts. haha. i have consumed more than 50% of my credit limit. and im pretty sure that my dad's gonna cut off my postpaid plan. tsk tsk. :)) anyway, gotta go. MUST DO: homeworks! :D

2008-09-17T08:24:00.002+08:00

this will be a very random post, again. :))

i got a 23 out of 25 grade for the singing quiz we had the other day at our PHILIEN class. not bad. haha. :)) it was a bit humiliating though, but we were having fun. hahaha.

i had my tongue pierced AGAIN last monday. hahaha. and now i cant even eat anything, like seriously i've been drinking water lang for the past 2 days. :))

i have been single for 5 months now and i feel for what my dear friend tintin told me yesterday, "gusto ko na magkaboyfriend ulet! HAHA." i am so tired of flings. puro nalang flings. i want to be in a serious relationship again. it's something that i really really miss. haha.

i am really crushing on this guy sa comski class ko. he looks a lot like drew arellano. with the glasses and all. haha. haaay. :))

imma go to school now. haha. quiz naman sa algebx. later! :D

2008-09-13T09:35:00.002+08:00

we're gonna be singing next week in our PHILIEN class as our first quiz. what the fuck is that? i dont wanna sing infront of the whole class. that's too humiliating. and as if im a good singer! i mean, i sing but i dont classify myself as someone who is musically inclined or whatever. haha. baka magmukha pakong gago sa harap noh. ohmigad i cant take this! hahaha. i just wanna drop the subject. hmf.

i have this classmate in PHILIEN and COMSKI who's a look alike of kc montero. he's kalbo and very masculine. macho talaga. hahaha. i wont mention his name nalang. :)) basta he's our kabarkada now. hahaha. kathy, tintin, maxene and i were checkin' him out the other day cos he's really cute and uber kulet. :)) and then yesterday, we went down for a yosi break at ministop. then he was making kwento about his shaved head haha. and then tinaas niya yung pants niya and excitedly showed us his newly waxed legs! ohmigad. sabi pa niya, "nagpawax ako ng legs oh! bagay ba??" (with a very gay tone) i was like shocked, my eyes almost popped out na yata haha. exagge. :)) you get what i mean? hahaha. he's gay. gay, gay! WTF. why are they all gay??? very depressing. hahahaha. :))

2008-09-11T17:39:00.003+08:00

one hell of a first week. ohmigad.

i just had the most stressful and hassle experience in my whole college life. haha. it's not that i dont like it, well yeah somehow cos i hate walking and exhausting myself. but i mean, i am experiencing what college life is all about. so it's kinda fun, mixed emotions i guess. hahaha. anyway, there are too many funny moments that i had so obviously i cant narrate them all. yung highlights nalang. haha. :))

PHILIEN class. old lady professor. forgot the name. haha. she's strict. she's always mad but when she's mad nakasmile parin siya. haha. so it's kinda weird? hahaha. :)) she was discussing about literature and then she mentioned the word "ensemble". then may group of girls na sumigaw, "miss! how do you spell ensemble??" OHMIGAD. hahaha. BOBO. yun lang masasabi ko. :)) and then si miss kasi short tempered. she called this gay student's attention. super ingay kasi niya. sabi ni miss, "why are you laughing? keep quiet and shut up! that's bullshit! you go out or i'll go out. you can laugh at your other professors but not in my class. abaaa, if you can talk loobaloobadoodle here, i can also!" wuuuuut?! hahaha funneeeeeh. =))

ALGEBX class. booooring. very monotonous. alfonso martinez is my classmate in this class. son of albert martinez. hahaha. :))

NATSCI11 class. nice body, sexy voice professor with matching shades. hahaha. kyoshi the gay japanese classmate of ours is sooo funny! he's really blushing and he's gone gaga over sir gonzalez! hahaha. :))

COMSKIX. my favorite class! :D hahaha. i enjoy every minute of it. seriously. loooove love my classmates! :)) we have this 40 year old professor who's crushing on LJ (our rocker and long hair classmate). like seriously, miss Jo even told him, "i like you!" HAHA bentaaaaa! :))

well that's it. this entry's too long already. next time. ;) CIAO.

2008-09-07T10:26:00.002+08:00

2nd term starts tomorrow. gaaah. ayoko pa pumasok. tsk. wasnt it just a week ago when we ended the 1st term? goodness. nakakapanibago and nakakainis. huhuhu. 1 week isnt enough to prepare for the next term. and here's the thing, my body is in no condition to do school works yet. yeah, seriously. tamad na tamad na tamad pako. waah gusto ko umiyak. ang panget pa ng sched ko and i have to take one fitness class pa this term! fuckin' A. huhuhu. i am so not feeling well right now, and i am just hoping i get a fever tomorrow! grr. :|

2008-09-05T18:06:00.003+08:00

i wanna start getting back into badminton. i wanna lose more weight and tighten up a little bit. hahaha. so yeah, im planning to join the DLS-CSB Badminton Varsity Team. hahaha. well i dont wanna boast about my skills but i think i can handle it and besides i've been in a badminton varsity since grade school. i just stopped for a while after i graduated highschool. and this is a good start to stop my vices. particularly smoking. you cant be short-breathed in this sport. hahaha. cant wait for the try outs. yay! :D

2nd term starts on monday. fuck. nabitin ako sa 1 week term break. duh, who wont be?! hahaha. :))

2008-09-04T22:35:00.002+08:00

okay so i have a suitor from la salle and he's chinito and kinda tall guy. i met him like 2 weeks ago lang at starbucks. and then he got my number and started texting and all. he's okay but there's a problem. he always wanna go on a date with me as if we're already on but i dont like him. seriously. i didnt even came close to getting attracted to him. one time i went to chill with my friends and their boyfriends at a tambayan nearby la salle area and to my surprise he joined us over, trying to show off and he keeps trying to get my attention. it's annoying as hell! i dont know how to get this guy out of my life, but i never should've given him my number in the first place. well, he seemed nice naman kasi. i didnt know he's really annoying. im just not interested at all. i dont know how to tell it straight to him. i dont wanna be very cynical with him cos i wouldnt want to hurt him or anyone, as much as possible. rejection is pretty bad. i've been there and.. i didnt like it. haha. so i dont wanna do that to anyone who cares about me even how annoying they can get. but how can i not! it's the only way, he's gonna get hurt eventually. dang. this is just great.

2008-09-03T19:16:00.003+08:00

we were at my friend's condo, hung out with a few friends and played a few games in her laptop. wala nanaman kaming food dun as usual, my friend always eat outside naman kasi. wala nga siyang ref sa condo. hahaha. i wasnt feeling quite well a while ago cos im still having a bit of a hang over from last night's inuman with some friends. so the rest of them went out and grabbed something to eat. i stayed inside the room and continued playing diner dash, which is by the way, very addictive. hahaha. and yeah, alfred stayed with me. he watched tv while i played diner dash. we didnt actually talk, cos i wasnt in a very pleasant mood. but while i was playing, i felt really hungry. but still i didnt talk hahaha. but without even saying a word, he knew that. he knew i was hungry, he knew i wasnt feeling well. he switched off the tv, and went out of the room. i didnt bother to ask him were he was going. so after 10 mins or so, he came back and gave me the dunkin donut plastic with 2 donuts inside and a mineral water, "i know you're hungry. kaya kumain ka na muna then i'll take you home. kanina ka pa naglalaro dyan eh." hayy, isnt that really sweet? :")

2008-09-02T09:32:00.004+08:00

yesterday: course card distribution. pre-enrollment for the 2nd term. it wasnt that great, cos it was very tiring. parang naging araneta yung CSB main eh. sobrang daming students. it was jampacked. pati starbucks wala ng seats. goodness. haha.

got my sched for the 2nd term. im okay with it but im not happy. hahaha. :)) kasi nagkaron ako ng isang subject sa AKIC. then the rest will be at our SDA building.

get this, my PHILIEN class starts at 11:20 until 12:50 at the SDA bulding (the robot-like building of csb haha). and then my FILIP11 starts at 1:00 until 2:30 at the AKIC building. see the 10 minute interval? how on earth will i be able to come in my FILIP11 class on time when i will be coming from the 9th floor of the SDA building to the 5th floor of the AKIC building, and AKIC is on the other side of the street pa? it's impossible to get there in just 10 minutes, unless i have the speed to do so. and as much as possible i wouldnt wanna exhaust myself or even walk under the heat of the sun. dang. it's gonna be a hassle 2nd term for me. tsk tsk. :|

2008-08-31T09:22:00.005+08:00

wooh it's TERM BREAK. haha. yes, it's a one week term break compared to a one month sembreak that i used to have. *sighs*

september 8. back to school again for the 2nd term. i cant believe we're gonna start a new sem in one week. i havent even started making something out of my one week vacation. pfft. :|

oh yeah, im finally getting my official DLS-CSB ID. HAHA. :)) cos transferees had this white paper (same as the reg form, btw) lang as our ID. loser. hahaha. :)) well, not anymore! :))

2008-08-27T21:28:00.005+08:00

here's something i always look forward to.. :))

i was in this particular class in school where im seated at the 2nd row of the last column. the seats were chosen randomly, btw. and ever since the very first day, someone caught my eye already. haha! yes, incidentally i have a huge crush on this cute-bad-boy-looking guy. haha. and he's seated right infront of me. how great is that?? :)) can you imagine, my eyes are on him not on the board or the professor. haha kidding. well he was on his seat already when i arrived, so i walked towards my seat, glanced at him for a while, and acted all flirty (c'mon girls do that, riiight?? haha) when suddenly even before i was able to put all my things down he talked to me and said, "hey?".. i was like, "omg. he talked to me." in my mind at least. hahaha. for a minute i wasnt able to register everything on my mind and nothing came out of my mouth but then thank God i was able to speak a word at least, "heyy." hahaha. flirtyyy. then i sat down, he started the conversation. you know, typical hi hellos, what's your name, where are you from.. getting to know stage, it is. :)) and then the typical in some guys, "can i get your number?" ohmigaaaad. haha. magpapakipot pa ba ko? di na noh. "sure, here save it." :") okaaay, yeah im in cloud 9. super kilig. cant get over. hahaha. he's so gwapooo. and nice name, Alfred. :) bagay sakanya. haha. hay, enough na nga. i think i was blushing the whole day. hahaha. just sharing. ;)

i will always be looking forward to going in this class. haha.

2008-08-25T12:22:00.002+08:00

Autodesk Autocad 2009.

easier and better. :) i have to be a pro in this. hahaha! :))

2008-08-23T10:10:00.002+08:00

sorry this will be a very random post. haha.

not much happened this week. same old daily routines in school. although last wednesday this "bagyo" ruined our happy day in school. haha! we were chillin' at starbucks beside benilde when it started to rain. it's always comforting to have a hot cup of coffee at starbucks when it's raining but not naman yung binagyo na kami dun and super lakas ng hangin, we were all wet and dirty outside! imagine papasok kami sa class looking like beggars with wet clothes and feet! my God. hahaha. it was around 11am when i got a text from my friend in UST. sabi niya wala na daw pasok yung UST. same with the other schools. so i was like, "what the hell? bakit la salle may pasok parin?" hello naman, i dont wanna go to class looking like basang sisiw. hahaha. :)) so we waited and waited, just in case this old guy (parang baliw na siya haha) who's like the popular guy in taft would scream his heart out with his popular line (pag bumabagyo na), "hoy mga gwapo at magaganda! wala ng pasok!!! pwede na kayo mag uwian!" hahaha. well this guy kasi knows everything eh, i dont know how pero siya yung nakakakuha ng balita kaagad. hahaha. then after a while, we heard his popular scream, and everybody at starbucks was like, "yesss! no classes!" and then we were all rejoicing and went on chitchatting over our hot cup of coffee and cigarettes. :)) isnt that the greatest thing that you could hear at times when everything is like chaos? relief, it is. :)) im very random right now. sorry hahaha. :)) oh btw, i saw valeen montenegro? i dont know if i spelled her name right but anyway, yeah victor basa's ex girlfriend? yeah i saw her at starbucks with this really hot guy. :)) she's soooo mayabang. i dont know. parang feel na feel niyang popular siya. goodness. like we care. :)) anyway, this entry is shit. hahaha. :)) so random. but somehow it's okay, i just wanted to make kwento about how my week went. :D and for the sake of making this blog as updated as possible. haha. :)) next time, loves! ;)

2008-08-15T20:06:00.003+08:00

i hate it when it rains. :|

rain rain go away and dont ever come back. hahahaha!

2008-08-14T21:09:00.002+08:00

i miss where i used to be. i miss my arki friends. :((

2008-08-10T11:46:00.002+08:00

there's no reason behind this topic i am going to blog about but i just find it really interesting. hahaha! :))

what if you found out that your boyfriend or ex boyfriend is BISEXUAL? hahaha. :))

"ohmygod." that would be my first reaction if i was in this situation. so let's say you suspect your boyfriend is bisexual, but you're not certain? you suspect he might like guys, but what are the signs and how can you tell? after all bisexual men dont wear badges, they are notoriously closeted. it is said that being bisexual is defined as being attracted to both men and women, sexually attracted if i may say. while in a relationship the fear that a bisexual will be lost to a person of the other sex is greater because it means he is reverting to his real sexuality. he may be more attracted to one sex than the other or attracted equally to both. but many bisexuals feel they have a "preference" for one gender over another. just last saturday, i had some drinks with my friends and 3 bisexual women who looked really really hot and gorgeous. they caught every single man's attention in that particular bar. i was carefully watching how they were behaving with people who are straight and people who are not. suddenly, one of the three women stood up and sat on my friend's lap (by the way my friend's a guy and he's straight), and then told him, "c'mon let's drink! oh hey, IM NOT STRAIGHT! BISEXUAL AKO AH! so this is nothing, i totally dig girls." i was like, "ohmigad. she's so blunt. hahaha." and that model-like-gorgeous-woman blew me away with her issue of being a bisexual cos hello? she's effing gorgeous. sobrang sayang. and the tattoo she showed us near her butt, was just hot. enough said. why is that bisexuals look way hotter than straight men and women? why is there too much vanity? and why do most of them prefer same sex more than the opposite? i just dont know about this bisexual issue. but if i were to be in this situation, like my boyfriend being a bisexual i would be real honest to this.. we women already have to worry about other women trying to get with our men, we dont need men trying to get with our men too! :))

the bottom line: im straight and i would certainly appreciate if my man was the same.

2008-08-07T08:33:00.005+08:00

i had a bad day yesterday. yea, not one of my best days. woke up at 9 in the morning because i had to leave home early to look for a fucking parking space near my school. and the usual thing that happens to me is that everytime i bring my car to school, frustration is always coming at me. "dang! no more parking." and then it ruins the rest of my day. i was like, "great!". fuckin' great.

class. lunch with friends. tambay at agno. yosi breaks. well, just had my usual routine. and the whole "tough life" thing there is getting on my nerves. it's like chaos all over me. lalo lang umiinit ulo ko. tsk. left school early. around 4pm. went straight to where my car was parked. and dont even ask me where the hell i parked it. pfft.

while i was driving along the magallanes highway, listening to rnb music and munching on some chocolate bar, i noticed i am running out of gas. luckily, there's a gas station about 2 kilometers away. so i had my gas tank full, and then my stomach was growling, there's a convenience store and an available parking space RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. i was about to park my car there when suddenly this blue corolla altis hustled his car to get that one available parking space! bakit ba nagdadamot ng parking space para sakin?! huhu. and that pissed me off, big time. because that was supposed to be my parking, i was right in front of it all i have to do is go straight there and park, but that fuckin' stubborn, adamant and bullheaded driver took what was supposed to be mine. hmph! kung di lang ako mabait eh, i would have killed that driver. ang panget panget naman niya noh! tsk. i guess i should hire a driver of my own nalang and not bring a car anymore. it doesnt make my day any better at all. *sigh*

2008-08-04T15:48:00.001+08:00

LOMO CRAZE. LOMO ADDICTION. :))

2008-08-02T09:57:00.003+08:00

i just bought my very first Lomographic Camera, yay! :) it is the new HOLGA Micro-110 Fashion Camera. super small and cute haha. it can be hung around my neck or put it in my pocket. that's how handy it is. :)) cant wait to take lomo pictures na hahaha. :D

it is the LOMO ADDICTION. ;)

2008-07-31T09:57:00.002+08:00

okay so this is quite an interesting week for me. hahaha. :))

my dad has just recently bought me a brand new sony cybershot digital camera for no reason. and it's pink! how cool is that. hahahaha. :)) and then he just told me a while ago, that he applied for a SMART postpaid plan for yet again, another no reason. haha! i actually dont know why he got me a smart plan but i dont know if i can use that cos most of my friends are using globe. and i really dont like smart. haha. and besides, i already have a globe postpaid plan which by the way, he also applied for 3 months ago. yeah as far as i can remember. haha. but anyway, i'll be getting a free phone naman along with the smart postpaid plan sooo it's okay haha. i love the phone! hahaha. :)) thanks daddy dear! ;)

2008-07-25T17:41:00.004+08:00

The Limited Edition Havaianas Saks 5th Avenue

these are exclusive, limited edition havaianas designed by celebrity makeup artists Trish McEvoy, Laura Mercier and Bobbi Brown. dang, i am drooling over these flipflops! waaah gusto kooo. haha. daddy! buy me the topaz pair! hahaha. :))

2008-07-17T14:45:00.005+08:00

this morning started off well. i woke up in a pleasant mood. but i had this bad vibe thingy on friendster and my period is making me so cranky and when i am this cranky, i feel like calling my girlfriends and bitching to them about all the people who have ever offended me, people who havent offended me but whose existence offends me, people i dont like for a good reason and people i dont like for no good reason. whew. and i feel like bitching to my blog and making a list of all these people who annoy me quietly in their own subtle vibe-y ways. i am so annoyed that i am so mean already but in a sense that it is quite liberating. i dunno. i just let loose and blast out, in my mind at least.

i am sorry for acting bitchy but you're making me mad with all of your ways, reasons and excuses. and you know what? that is truly bullshit. i dont wanna keep my feelings bottled up inside. so this is why im blogging right now. so you better respect my post. anyway, you know what i think your problem is? because you're obviously still holding grudges you become overly sarcastic and you're making use of it to piss me off or to even get revenge. and ohh i see you succeeded, i got kinda pissed? but.. i have an intuition, i never get lost. c'mon grow up! what the hell is wrong with you? kalalaking tao mo pa naman. ohmigad.

im not all bitchy, annoying and loud. i play fair, i do what's proper. but once you get on my nerves, im gonna put up the nastiest fight for you.

keep that in mind. ;)

2008-07-13T09:14:00.005+08:00

have you ever fainted, like at a bar or somewhere else?? well i have. hahaha! and it's kinda weird cos it's actually the first time it happened to me. i was at this particular bar then we went outside to get some air cos it's so effin' hot inside and it was jampacked, like seriously jampacked. and then we were leaning on this dark blue toyota corolla parked right infront of the bar when it actually alarmed kaya medyo nagulat ako haha. nagising ako talaga, cos i was a bit tipsy already. had a couple of beers na din kasi. and then i was chitchatting with some friends when suddenly i felt dizzy. parang i lost consciousness but i was still standing that time ah. well i kinda felt it coming and immediately told my friend that, "i think im gonna faint." but knowing we were all a bit tipsy, it was in nature already to take it as a joke. so we laughed. haha yea, nakatawa pako nun. told you, it was weird. haha! then i had this incident of "zoning out" where i heard people, but i wasn't really there. parang the others i can feel but im disconnected from everyone. basta it was weird talaga eh hahaha. and then i just fainted. like for 5 seconds lang. total blackout. parang i went back to reality when my friends helped me get back on my feet. and they're like, "ohmygod may! what happened? are you okay??" hahahaha! i wanted to laugh but i couldnt cos i was still feeling weak when i stood up. i wanted to beat my friends down hahaha, cos i told them i was gonna faint! but they laughed it off, err. hahahaha. :)) good thing they were there naman, and sila lang ang nakakita cos medyo madilim yung area na yun and all people were inside the bar naman. soo yun. grabe! hahaha. sorry, it was just so weird for me cos it's the first time it happened to me. haha. pag naaalala ko, cant help but laugh. :)) i sooo dont want that to happen again, ever! haha.

2008-07-10T20:13:00.002+08:00

just came home from la salle. and man! life in taft is tough, indeed! hahahaha. :)) grabe naman parang may chaos dun lagi. super init pa. hahaha. and one thing i hate most about the area around la salle ay yung kakulangan ng parking. i was like driving along taft kanina, looking for parking for almost 30 minutes! paikot ikot lang ako, nakarating nako sa st. scholastica and akic building ng benilde. my gulay. nakakaiyak haha. tapos kamusta naman ang mga manyak na pedicab driver sa tabi ng csb. tsk. ayoko na dumaan dun. hahah. oh yeah, we have this subject called "bible study". um.. what is that for?!? haha! :))

ohwell. what a daaay. imma go now. ciao. :D

2008-07-07T09:05:00.006+08:00

edited. the bold letters says it all.

Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one..

The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened.

Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, and got crap from our parents.

We started this out thinking it would be just friends, and ended up falling in love with him again. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time.

Here's to the ones who believed what he said,

Here's for the tears cried and dried all over again.

We learned to SETTLE for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated.

We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again. This is for those great girls, who loved him more than words can say, and took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day and wonder "what if".

The ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better, that he deserved us.

This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with.

This is for us girls, who somehow managed to get him to forget about her, and get him to tell us that he was in love with us again, only to have him tell us four weeks later that "You're just not the one for me." or maybe, "it's not working, things were going too fast, I'm just not ready." (Then later on find out he has a damn girlfriend already.)

Here's to the girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt. The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again. This is for the ones who couldn't bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear of an "I told you so."

The ones that could just TELL that they had made a mistake ever allowing him into their hearts, their beds, and their dreams again. We knew that we deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see us when ever he got the chance, one that would really care about us.

Here's for the ones that FINALLY realized that he never gave one thought about them.
Here's for the time that he took to waste, breaking your heart ... again. This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, and the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment.

Here's for us girls who finally realized that we deserve better.
This is for those confusing days, when you miss him,and want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist.

Think of all the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation and the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the HELL he was.

One day, you'll find a guy who's worth all the tears, but he won't make you cry. You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will.
It's gonna hurt like hell, and it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal..

2008-07-04T21:20:00.003+08:00

i am very much addicted to Gossip Girl, seriously hooked up! :)) and Chace Crawford popularly known as Nate Archibald in Gossip Girl is like the hottest guy alive! hahahaa. :)) OMG ang gwapo talaga niyaaaa. haha!

2008-07-02T18:02:00.006+08:00

"hinahanap mo nga ba ako... o ang kawalan ko? mas madaling makita ang wala."

"parang eskwelahan din ang buhay e. Marami kang pag-aaralan, pero hindi naman lahat yon e importante at kailangan mong matutunan."

"pero mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala."

"paano ko sila pasasalamatan kung ngayon ko lang naintindihan ang mga itinuro nila?"

"hindi mo dapat maliitin ang kakayahan mong tsumamba."

-- humor and introspection, that is bob ong. :D gotta love his quotes hahaha.

2008-07-02T08:00:00.003+08:00

most people agree that men are strong and women are sensitive. its quite a stereotype, but a widely accepted one, nonetheless. well i had a talk with a very close friend who recently broke up with her girlfriend and is now really hurting (including myself as i may not be fully over with my break up too), and this is basically the reason why im blogging right now. hahaha.

so with this in mind, we'd expect our "better halves" to have an easier time dealing with rejection in relationships. and to be more specific, during a breakup. logically, i'd say so.. but experience has proven me otherwise. it would be very politically correct of me to say that it depends on the particular person. but if i had to stereotype, i would have to say that women definitely handle rejection better than men...

men are too proud. they bottle up their emotions because it's not socially acceptable to let them out. society expects them to be "strong". so when a typical guy is going through a breakup he doesnt have the luxury of calling up his friends for a shoulder to cry on, a luxury that women clearly have. and if he does happen to take this issue to his friends, most will tell him to just suck it up, that there are plenty of hot girls out there, and then they'll take him out to get drunk. right? right! hahaha. :))

in contrast, when we get rejected during a breakup we call up our girlfriends, and within the hour, they're at my side with a large basket of chips and several boxes of kleenex. well it goes a long way in helping someone handle this difficult situation. and women may be better than men in overcoming rejection but dont get me wrong, it can also take some time until we get ourselves back together..

2008-06-30T18:51:00.007+08:00

De La Salle - College of Saint BenildeSchool of Design and Arts (SDA)

this massive structure may be the oddest thing to place in the taft area but like what they say, odd things attract attention. :) and maaan their facilities are awesome! and you know what's so cool in SDA? dun mo lang makikita yung mga students who wear wacky and weird outfits! hahahahaha. :)) like seriously, they mix and match colors. and they dont care at all hahaha. love it. :))

2008-06-23T15:49:00.000+08:00

8 billion people....

and i still want you. :)

2008-06-15T21:26:00.000+08:00

taking up architecture in college was a time in my life that everything changed. i grew up more academically and i overall knew exactly what i wanted to do. altogether it was a time that i will always remember as one of the best times of my life. my best moment has to be going to my design classes. it is one of my favorite subjects. sometimes we get upset each time the professor would show up and make us do a plate, but somehow i enjoyed it and loved doing it. :)

my most memorable moment would probably be our batch field trip to vigan. i had a group of people in my block that i hung out with that made the trip really exciting and memorable. i will never forget that moment as well as the times that we've shared. hmm. and this is really making me think.. because i've come to realize that i have true friends here, i had some of my first times with these great people and even the most memorable moment is something much sadder. these are just some of the things i would probably miss the most, good or bad.. happy or sad. :)

well.. tomorrow is uncertain. who knows, this might all change. :)

2008-06-15T20:48:00.001+08:00

HAPPY DAD'S DAY TO ALL FATHERS OUT THERE! :D

2008-06-13T09:47:00.003+08:00

it feels so great to know that a lot of people care about you and treats you as someone really special. :) thanks guys. :)

ang hirap cos you waste your saliva just talking. but with you even if we dont talk it's okay because we laugh. now that you're not here, it's like meeting new friends. i have to start all over again. wala nako mabibiro, hay im so sad. -trix

waaaahhh may!!!...i was expecting you pa nmn sa 1st day of classes....huhuhu...alm mo ba ikw yung isa sa mga tao na gustong gusto ko mkita tps hndi ka pla ngenroll.... alm mo ba ano snbi ni trix skin...sbi nya "pls. pray hard for may...so that dey wud allow her 2 enroll...i still want 2 have a friend here"...oh dba...madami kmi mddisappnt (hndi lng kming dalawa) pg hndi ka bumalik skin...anyway i will pray hard and with fervor for u k...i hope evryting turns out ok...come bck 2 us k...take care..=) -kent

may, im really sad you're going to leave. ingat ka lagi and have fun while you're at it. just dont forget me okay? sasabunutan kita if u did. haha. well anyways, visit us always so i wont miss you that much. *tears* i love you pudz. -tracie

-- just wanna share some of the sweetest messages i got. :) hayyyyyy. :(

2008-06-11T23:36:00.002+08:00

What does your love mean to me
its something i can't answer easily
just like the air that i breathe
you fill me up inside, you give me all that i need
like a bird flying high on a summers day
you're the wind that carries me away
to a place where you and i will always stay forever

if i never get to heaven then at least i will have known
i had an angel here on earth that I could call my very own
and if this world should end tomorrow, girl this much i know is true
i found my piece of heaven the day that i found you

longer than poets will rhyme
girl my love will burn for you until the end of time
if i should die before tomorrow comes
i wont regret a single day, because i had your love
must be something in the way you say my name
it takes away my worries and my pain
girl i know we'll make it through the rain together

if i never get to heaven then at least i will have known
i had an angel here on earth that i could call my very own
and if this world should end tomorrow girl this much i know is true
i found my piece of heaven the day that i found you

like a river flows and a flower grows, my love for you will never fade
like the sun will rise in the morning sky
you know that i am here to stay forever

if i never get to heaven then at least i will have known
i had an angel here on earth that i could call my very own
and if the world should end tomorrow
girl this much i know is true
i have found my piece of heaven the day that i found you
like a river flows and a flower grows, my love for you will never fade
like the sun will rise in the morning sky you know i am here to stay

-- SWEEEET. :")

2008-06-04T18:48:00.002+08:00

isnt he adorable?? hahaha. :)) that's James, my yaya's first baby! :D hehehe. yey!

2008-05-22T10:10:00.007+08:00

it all came down to the battle of two DAVIDs vying for the title of the next "American Idol"...

and now America had opened their eyes and finally.. finally, chose the best and the very talented DAVID.

-- "can you smell what the rock is COOKing?" hahaha. :))

Yes, you got it. DAVID COOK WINS IT! woooh. :))

2008-05-20T07:24:00.002+08:00

sometimes you just want to quit when things start hurting you. you want to leave everything as it is, before the pain gets worse. but once you remember how much you've prayed, how much you really wanted it and why you were fighting in the first place, hope comes back into your heart. and maybe, just maybe.. it is worth going this far.

*sigh*